Hit play on the YouTube video below, and just listen till the 0:40 second mark, and then listen while you read below…
Forget the booze, forget the pills…just grab your mp3 player or CD player and go out in your yard/deck/patio and listen to some Chicane and have yourself a chill session.
It doesn’t have to be a ‘figure life out’ session. Just lay back and let your mind blank and focus on one of the instruments and listen to it until you feel as though the instrument, the other instruments, and sounds resonate through your body. Feel the music go through you and bounce of you and all around you.
Take a note of everything that is around you. Look at the sky, the trees, the buildings, the houses (don’t look at some strangers house too long–you may end up with a situation like them calling the cops cause your stalking them), the fabric on the chair or the wood pattern on your house exterior, or the slight breeze, the dampness or humidity in the air.
Breath in and out. Breath in and think that you are bringing in God’s beauty and breath out and release all your problems (for now at least) into the world with the belief that doing so, God will help you find a way to solve your issues. Believe it and you will soon see that everything in your life is helping you move towards a positive place. Your desires will always be met by God Almighty as long as you do not forget regard for humanity and what is around you.
Pure hearts will always win.
Breath…in….and….out.
You have yourself and God always. The world may stop believing in you. But put your faith in God Almighty and all will be fine.
The books tell you what kind of relationship you must have. In the end its how you feel and what your own relationship is with God. Try to pretend like your chilling with God while your listening to Chicane or Nacho Sotomayor. Just lay back and feel God all around you. Looking out for you.
Think back to one moment in your life where you totally felt careless, fearless, happy and untouchable. That was God’s hand on you. He was making you feel confident and happy as though nothing could keep you from achieving your goals. Have regard for those around you and you will always achieve your desires too.
Smile at your friends and the Lord shall smile on you. Want peace for the world and God will grant you peace. Yes, it seems impossible with your own problems and all the chaos in the world. You, however, can take a step back and make sure you are doing your best to play this game, so that when you sigh your last breath, you have no regret that you did not leave the world they way God intended.
Gay or straight? Doesn’t matter. Black or white or something in between? Doesn’t matter. When it comes down to it, and you close your eyes its just you and the thoughts and God Almighty who is your judge. You can’t sit there and offend others right to live and nor can they you. You have no say in what they are what they do and how they perceive the world. Inform but do not judge. That sensation that breeze around you…that will judge. Not you! Love all as though you will never see another day. Have no regrets.
What if the last person that smiled at you was otherwise against everything you perceived as right. What if they smiled and you chose to ignore it and walked away. What if you stopped breathing and had to live with the regret that the last person who tried to bring some peace into your life, you chose to ignore it do to your ignorance. Now, you harness that negative energy during the transition into the other life God has intended.
We are all God’s creation. When something pains you…how does that feel? It hurts. How could you will someone else to feel that pain too. Just cause you suffer–do not continue the cycle by passing on the pain. Smile and you shall feel better about you and others around you will also be on board.
Let haters motivate you but do not walk away thinking you are better then them. You and they are God’s creation. Learn from their ignorance. Do not provide them with the same ignorance. If you do, you make it okay for them to be ignorant. If they hate you for wearing Red and you hate them for wearing Blue, you make it okay for them to hate you. Now, if they hate you for wearing red, but you feel okay about wearing Red, and you appreciate their choice for wearing blue…even though you may prefer red….its okay, its their life, the tide moves for them a certain way and for you a certain way…therefore, let them hate, but do not meet their level of ignorance with your own ignorance. You are better than that. You can cease the cycle from continuing with ignorance.
God loves all his creations. You should love all of his creations too. Begin with yourself. Inside to out.
Breath in and out. Feel. Grieve. Smell. Listen. Love.
May God bless you.
Amen.